Yesterday around 2am till 5 am plus i keep went to toilet and vomit until feel my throat want to break out haha.. actually i shock i cough and vomit blood came out i guess my throat to hot haiz.. today my mum ask me to go doc again i say no , no money to go doc take mc and wait no money to go work by taxi haiz.. my mum sent me to downstair scared me faint .. Just now lunch time i force myself to eat (swollow my food) in heart want to cry very pain haiz.. I dun know wat to say already hehe.. I miss him so much 22 JULY stilll long way to go for me keke..