Wednesday, 21 August 2013

Went to special doc with Syafawati.

Hm.. I not sure how to say about it, I actually long time want to go visit her doc. But it seem sp hard to get tru in the end i use my money for family thing. 

But yesterday is like my luck everything goes smooth. Hm really scared to go in because i really scared the doc magic just see by aura. 

And its true i just say 3 major pain in me for 2 weeks those other sickness he said for me. Those sickness i still can bare it hehe. 

No wonder i always fatigue mode till cannot do housework lol. 

Well is ok actually since Ramadhan improve I will keep trying to be good wife for Ahmad Badaruddin and I really hope he can appreaciate me 1 fine day. I just need 1 day or 2 day his time for me and dini. Because I believe in bonding mode, if sms,whatsapps no reply or when call the tone voice pick not sound good it still feel hurt too. As for me softheart person i just need a big hug and kiss and say i love you my heart sure feel in love back again. I never demand big thing i just demand for love care concern and understanding.

My ego to u is I easily feel hurt when u scold me infront kids, my family or friends too even in public sometime. But my ego can be auto change once u just say sorry i didn't mean to hurt u simple as that. 

To my Baby im really hope this time ur future junior will arrived you deserve it after so long with all the obsticle.