Ayang macam nak buat semua ni macam dulu2 lagi eh. I nak kena pakai tudung balik lagi ke jadi rasa sejuk aje .. tapi i rasa takmu dulu sampai i dah tahu solat betul2 baru i pakai balik. I tgh hafal doa Qunut tapi masih tak pasti betul ke tak apa yg i baca seh.
Ayang i rasa i terlalu sayang kan u sebab tu i jadi bergini i tak tahu mana arah i nak pergi seh.. selepas terluka tapi masih ade lagi rahsia yg i belum tahu seh bagus lah u serah kan ur rahsia kat org yg u sayang and boleh di percayai i nothing to u kan .. U nak cakap i merepek ke apek biarlah i cuma luar kan apa yg i geram macam susah gitu nak tahu apa rahsia korang seh.. aduh geram sekali tak kan nak sampai ambil pisau cucuk kat org u sayang baru u nak bilang i kan suka lah tu kalau i dah jadi gila.. ayang macam mana seh i nak percaya kan u lagi.. i rasa kan hp u hilang ke rosak no hp si Salwa tetap ade kat ur hati kut.. anytime u boleh terasa nak call dia pasal u tgh dlm stress .. i rasa comfirm u luar kan kat cuma lum masanya lagi .. Ah.. entah lah apa nak jadi pun i tak tahu i feel something missing i want it back.. but how pretend all nothing happened tu kira kan bedek diri sendiri seh..
Hm apa maksud u hari tu hanya tuhan aje yg tahu cerita sebernanya pelik lah .. kira kan cerita semua ni tak benar ke u playing game with me ke .. u playing my heart apa motive u seh.. i tak pernah luka kan hati u apa i always salute apa ni yg i dapat ke... sungguh sedih sekali u tel me apa yang u nak lah.. i tahu u bukan org yg lelaki macam2 kat luar tu .. haiz... i tahu first love susah nak lupa tapi lagi sekali salah ke i nak tahu apa rahsia lagi yg u simpan .. keputusan rumahtangga ni nak kekal ke tak in my hand apa.. it's up to me nak selamat kan ke nak buruk kan.. even i know have dini .. i cuma nak tahu apa rahsia nya lagi itu aje titik..
i tahu u pun sedih wat happening now .. dah tak boleh pusing balik i pun tahu tu.. tapi sorry i masih nak tahu rahsianya jadi kalau ade apa2 terjadi hati kita tenteram.. I tahu makin i cakap benda gini tak bagus tapi siapa yg mula kan tolong habis kan ..
takmu setengah 2 jalan faham.. i can forgive u anytime but to forget sampai bila2 pun ...
Ni semua same to everyone in this world not for us only.. cerita kita ni kecik ada lagi besar lagi .. tapi masing2 nya cara settle problem ni lah.. berpisah memang cara yg mudah tapi buat apa kan.. sia 2 aje kita2 kawin haiz.. we married to move on not to think abt past.. i regret to let u both be friend's both of u advantage it haiz.. salah ke seorang isteri suruh berdamai sebagai kawan balik .. everything has limit apa .. kenapa lah aku bodoh sekali kasi mereka peluang stupid2 sekarang yg merana aku bukan dia org haha....
I want the badd that i know.
I want the badd that love me deep.
I want the badd that secure me.
I want the badd that treasure me.
I want the badd that always smile and make fun with people.
I want the badd that always sms me with love and miss ..or say love you and say thank you with his mouth and voice.
I want the badd that always the first to wish anniversary no matter how busy he is ...
I don't want the Ahmad that always find fault with me.
I don't want the Ahmad that always want to be right never give in at all without notice..
I don't want the Ahmad that don't care people feeling..
I don't want the Ahmad that always put sad, confuse , tired face whenever come back home..
I don't want the Ahmad that always think he is right without notice.
Ya allah kembali kan Badd yg aku kenali dulu..
I pun tahu i banyak berubah pasal i feel u dun need me already ..
I pernah nak lupa kan apa yg terjadi tapi macam susah gitu unless i hilang some of the memory lah..
No matter what happen i will always love u till end full stop...
why i married u because i want to move on my life i had enough of hearbreak from man..
why i married u because i thought u are the right one.That can bring me to Jannah.
why i married u because i want to have big family.
Why i married u because i fall in love with u .. i find u different from other's man.
Why i married u because everyone in my family don't have any rejection for u.. they trust u they sayang u as their own wow isn't that u are lucky charm for my family ..
My last wish is one day if we really become Emerald or Diamond i want u to propose me again because i want it to start all again.. with a lot of time , money and everything and comfirm we can solat together already no more excuse right keke.. We open new book again with our children.. so how ayangku..
All this blog is just for u to read .. i pun tak tahu bila u akan baca semua ni.. kenapa i luar kan kat sini sebab we both cant communication already if u notice lah.. salah satu tak nak mengalah susah lah ..
thanks to u i dah pandai jadi Api keke..
but i try my best to control it
hehe..
kenapa i luar kat sini sebab i tak tahu bila i boleh bual2 dgn u.. u suka tidur siang so i tak nak ganggu u besok nya nak kerja penat nanti.. i know u tak suka i fikir macam gini tapi memang the fact mata u tak tahan ngantuk keke same goes to ur body tak kuat action kuat keke.. tapi bagus lah kalau awak org nya gitu positive selalu u can get wat u want when the day come .. u just keep focus on it.. like me i step by step hehe..
Why i married u because i fall in love with u .. i find u different from other's man.
Why i married u because everyone in my family don't have any rejection for u.. they trust u they sayang u as their own wow isn't that u are lucky charm for my family ..
My last wish is one day if we really become Emerald or Diamond i want u to propose me again because i want it to start all again.. with a lot of time , money and everything and comfirm we can solat together already no more excuse right keke.. We open new book again with our children.. so how ayangku..
All this blog is just for u to read .. i pun tak tahu bila u akan baca semua ni.. kenapa i luar kan kat sini sebab we both cant communication already if u notice lah.. salah satu tak nak mengalah susah lah ..
thanks to u i dah pandai jadi Api keke..
but i try my best to control it
hehe..
kenapa i luar kat sini sebab i tak tahu bila i boleh bual2 dgn u.. u suka tidur siang so i tak nak ganggu u besok nya nak kerja penat nanti.. i know u tak suka i fikir macam gini tapi memang the fact mata u tak tahan ngantuk keke same goes to ur body tak kuat action kuat keke.. tapi bagus lah kalau awak org nya gitu positive selalu u can get wat u want when the day come .. u just keep focus on it.. like me i step by step hehe..
