To ayangku this fewdays u takde kat camp i rasa lonely and alot on in my mind i still have positive and negative haiz.. I masih fikir apa yg rahsia simpan lagi patut nya isteri nya kena tahu tapi ni tak kekasih lama you pula yg tahu sungguh kecewa sekali.. I nak cakap apa pun tak tahu i sengaja tgk2 my ex pic is not i miss them but i happy for them lah dah berjaya.. U suruh i jadi actress hehe not my cup of coffee.. I still want u forever Insya`Allah.. I feel like want to married again with u but this time no more secret i dun like it i hate it.. Kadang i heran kenapa tiba2 i nak teringat kisah lama mungkin i sengaja nak kasi u cemburu tapi i tahu u tak akan punya lah sebab u dah tak nak jadi cemburu lagi kerana cemburu tu yg buat you hilang kasih lama awak cian awak kan.. My ex case is different no matter how they play scandle they still tell me even i feel hurt hehe tulah i nya weakness terlalu penyabar haiz... so far yg tak bilang i yg ade timer cuma si Scramb tulah ..
Awak sampai bila2 i will keep ask u ade rahsia lagi tak hehe sampai i dah penat and give up atau not in this world baru i hilang tu semua untuk u.. I cuma nak cakap ur turn to sabar with me with the irratating question hehe.. Hm u pun kena sabar dgn my blur like sotong .. i kadang2 pun heran kenapa i susah betul nak faham apa yg u tanya kat i .. either i tak dengar betul2 atau i tak pasti jadi i selalu i cakap ah... apa dia sorry tak dgr tak clear.. i hope when it happen u tak tinggi kan suara u .. u just need to come near me and talk with me jadi i tgk ur lips bergerak from there i le faham insya`allah.. NI semua bukan rebel mengukit tak tahu spell hehe.. tapi ni semua untuk memberitahu u aje.. there still alot to learn tau.. K sayang you.. I still learning to call u abg in my heart keke.. insya`allah satu hari i will call out the name hehe.. for the time being masih tak boleh sebab masih ingat Salwa call u abg in tat imeem msg haiz.. for ur information all my guy fren i call them BRO in msn sms or email hehe.. Sebab they guy i lazy to say i u i u with them even name lazy keke.. just call them BRO hehe.. And for the gals lak I call them sis.. case macam sister2 hehe.. action kan i ni .. padahal pompan le cakap i u i u ni tapi i still tak nak .. I only say i u saya awak with YOU.. aje hehe.. If word AKU DAH KELUAR MEANS SOMETHING IS WRONG ... too bad i tak pandai merajuk.. and so on.. i tahu jawap balik aje.. hehe..
I will always remember this in my mind 1-5yrs in marriage anything can happen.. The so called 3rd party keke
wanita pandai ambil hati org tu, singe man too...
Kasih lama,
Janda/ Duda,
Family( include in law),
Financial,
Car,
Bike,
Bicycle
Even children sometime can make unexpected happen
hehe...
This for myself i hope Monday M.O.S wil call me for the next interview who don't want to work in small space office and freedom hehe.. relaxing too hehe.. Tat wat i want for this moment i just want to start from fresh back .. Insya`Allah..
Then if i have extra cash i will order clothes and sell on weekend hope this thing can happen.. Hm alot of thing i want to do but i know myself i not tat strong like my hubby he very hardworking good attitude right which company dont want him wat a waste.. but too hardworking not good too .. ur body hand all tired keke.. and hardworking easily to advantage too ...
Hm time to sleep hehe... tata titi tutu WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS KEKE>>>
The only memorries can make happy i guess our THAILAND TRIP wish to go there again hehe..
Ayg kalau i nak gi holiday dgn dini aje u kasi tak .. bukan tak nak ajak u cuma i tak nak ganggu ur work schedule .. hope u read all this hehe.. ALL this from my heart .. sorry if the word u dun understand I MIXED IT hehe i can do wat i want this is our private blog keke..
