Wednesday, 5 November 2014

Speechless

I really wish to back to past future by keep ask him really want to divorce. What if these divorce is cause by black magic or whatever the reason.

I do really sad with all these especially our daughter. She good in pretending very strong just for me. 

Even though she still young, but her understanding about all these she really good to adapt with it.

I have never ever to make her n daddy be apart. It just her own daddy like purposely avoid our daughter. No idea why too. 

I want this marriage to end till Jannah but seem all went to drain. 

Is ok I get strong n stronger. 

I do still worry abt my job too, for now everything smooth glad n feel bless with it but till when they can patience with my sickness weakness, I even don't have the answer lol. I just need to keep find way to be cure. In case anything happen I prob just be reseller or babysit I love children n babies too. 

For now I'm happy at my job place. Everyday very bz till no time to gossip keep scanning it will never end lol.
The most I dun like is sorting in box, it will feel tired n pain on tummy n waist too
But I no choice I still need to do it. It part of my responsible. 

Ok lah I stop at here for awhile.