Aygku as you know im still trying to get ur heart back. Tapi at the same time im angry why ur heart so stubborn to let it go eh. This matter still small unless have 3rd parties than i no choice to let u go. Even i ever said i willing to let u have no 2 . But with ur situation it is very hard for you to have 2 wife, if really no choice to let you go and may u be happy with who you with. All these just for "IF". "Negative thought"
As thinking in "positive"I will still give u chance to bleach ur heart to be someone as Khalifah in our family 1 fine day.
Same goes to me be the wife that u want me to be. Yes I admit for this week pms im forcing myself to do some of the responsible but still im the one bare the pain after i done small tiny thing just for u. Really hope u will appreaciate it.
I don't want this marriage end because of instagram,artist and fb. Sungguh tak logic sekali.
Yes i admit my fault divert to wrong thing to get ur attention.Whatever it is we both still loyal to each other. Only because of the hurt make all this crop up.
To end this case just by each other forgiven and open new book, but this time we must treasure it as much as we can. I need ur hug, smile, kiss, lengan and smell to feel secure.
Focus on pay debt whatever u can aygku, if nafkah nak turun pun i tak kisah as long i ade baju, makan, obat and tempat tido.maggie ke telur pun i tak kisah.Dini duit studies and baju etc more important than mine. This is wife and a mother pengorbanan. As long u give some sweet love touch nafsu that will be enough. Everytime yg $250 tu i ambil 50 aje kira mcm duit penat do housework yg tak perfect tu. But i use that money for my need aje. Emergency doc, duit jajan dini, baju dini or go event release stress day gitu. I stress pasal my sakit,dini studies and cian kan u hardwork pay debt.I never ever think to let u go i always still want to be with u no matter what had happened. It teached me how to be jealous and scared in life. It teached me to be stronger.No matter how i waste my cry for sick, love and Allah.
Aygku i sungguh tak tahu bila i will stop msg u seh very sorry too long. Hope u will reply sikit pun jadi lah.
