Ayg why u do me this way. You are change person u should not do like these to me. You just need to decide what u really want than we both do it together not like these. With these attitude i can fall sick again u know this time because of too much miss u and it hurts too. I lost weight alot even i eat many seh. Apa tu org kata mulut buka makan telan tapi tak kenyang. Mandi tapi rasa tak basah gitu. Aygku pls tell me what ur plan actually. I dont want when the time i wait too long in the end u still leave me that will be the worst feeling in this my dunia.
I really pray hard you will come back to me aygku. Stop thinking that past thing not worth it. If u really jodoh dgn S im sure by now you still with her right no matter how you going to marry me or not if she the one than it would not me right.
Aygku pls rewind back the word aku terima nikahnya dan seterus nya.. Mean tak kira isteri sihat atau sakit you still need to accept me.
But seem dlm diam mmg ayg tak terima or adapt with it kut. Entah lah ayg I never go to cure myself just pasal duit aje even i know u le kerja kuat to find it. I yg still tak nak sebab i still nak u focus yg important bukan saya. No matter how i sick i still ask you to buy food or order food to eat. I never ever kasi u terus tak makan seh. It just bila i tak sihat. Mmg you dah muak ke dgn my sakit hm.. Tapi takpe sejak you kasi this kind of treatment my sakit semua kemana my brain also kemana tah. Reason y i tak cure i dah redha with my sakit i serah kan nyawa saya kat Allah, cuma I ask Allah to kasi me perluang untuk baik bila ayg dah stable gitu. Sebab alot of thing yg i belum buat for u.
I tahu for now just do my duty as a mum and wife in cert aje. This matter can be solve it just ayg yg tak nak keep drag it what ur niat eh. Semoga ur niat yg baik ok. I will still waiting for u tapi tak tahu sampai bila. I wont say the word to you because i still love you need you and want you till Janah.
