Tuesday, 28 August 2007

anniversary tragic surprise i got for this yr!

Answer To My Question

One word was all it took
Yes, that one little word crushed my soul

Never have I been so disgusted
Never have I been so hurt

All from the one who 'loves me'
Suddenly I'm not so sure

A sickness overwhelming me
Crying like a child

My heart beating through me chest
Oh god...I cant breathe

The pain circling it's making me dizzy
Emotions running wild

I want to hate you
I want you to feel it to

I hope your world is crashing down
Like mine is too

You've ruined everything
It'll never be the same

Everytime you look at me do you see her
Everytime you touch me do you feel her

I dont deserve this
I've done nothing wrong

Yet I'm the one being punished
It's all so unfair

I loved you more than you know
More than anything in the world

Yet you threw it all away
I would have done anything

Anything you asked
You tossed us out like yesterdays trash

You've made the biggest mistake
Letting me down this way

I thought of forgiving
But I could never forget

Your sorry so you say
That it's a bunch of regrets

You'd have to spend the rest of your life...
The rest of your life making it up to me

Saying and doing all the right things
But it still wont be the same

Actions speak louder than words
One day it'll hit you like a ton of bricks

I'm the best thing that could have ever happened to you
In more ways than one

You'll never know this pain
I'd rather die a thousand deaths

I dont know how to move on
Or even if I can

All of the lies and what if's
All the I love you's and I'm sorry's

I feel so empty
You did me so wrong

I know she wasnt worth it
Which helps me sleep better at night

You'll never forget me
That little voice in your head wont let you

I hope you see me
I hope you hear me
I hope you feel me

I hope everyday for the rest of your life you remember how loved you were