Astarghfirallah alazeem apa dah nak jadi TITI , saya telah membuat dosa terhadap suami saya kerana hati saya suruh membaca nya dgn secepat saya tahu password nya itu aduh sungguh pedih sekali 8 tahun they love each other aduh saya ni berapa tahun pula sometime i feel want to be selfish too bad i not selfish type i feel stupid always being advantage haha..

HOW LONG I HAVE TO WAIT ALL THIS TO CLOSE CASE>>> NOT THAT EASY FOR ME AND YOU>> Y I FEEL HURT SO BADLY I KNOW U TELL ME ALL THE TRUTH BUT WHY NOW CANT BE DURING OUR ENGGAGE TIME WHY WHY WHY... CONFUSED AGAIN AND AGAIN ...

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY>>>>>> PATIENT PATIENT PATIENT PATIENT PATIENT TILL WHEN ... LET SEE HOW LONG>>

What-ifs?

I've been sitten here for the past hour thinking about what to write. You'd think with everything I have on my mind, I could write something down.

And I can't. Thats a first.

I want to write about so much but its all confused in my head. One thing after another: future thoughts, planning, regrets, what-ifs, blames; all one after another. they just keep comein.

For some reason, i keep thinking of roads. you know, as in, are you on the right path?

I know i can make something out of it. I know i can figure out what it means but what-if i can't. What-if this road is a dead-end? do i worry about it now or later.

How do i know to turn right or left, just because if i go right its the right way. What if i become curious about whats on left? what-if the person up-stairs is sleeping and letting us fight for our selves. we sure haven't had our prayers answered.

What-if, what-if, what-if.............................................if you ask me theres too many what-ifs and not enough facts. but thats me. your the ones who decides right or left, so you choose