No matter what i have to close 2013 story

Well it is really not easy, because the way ayg said u good then you will good hm.. Means i became the maid than you satisfied the prob is im really sick i cannot handle it so much. So how im going to be the gd wife u tell me. Sometime how i wish u get to feel all i go tru how pain it is how tired it is. But with my soft heart I keep say better not it really felt annoyed with it. 

But for this case i really no choice if i still want to be with u i still have to do all these. Like it or not i still have to force it.

Why so hard to understand me i just need that 2 weeks off from housework and recharge all again. 

Again i repeat if u think by the prank u thought i can be stronger for my sick u r wrong, u make it more worst thats all i can say. 

But is ok i will get help from my own parent for supplement $ I don't want to touch ur money enough of ur financial prob it sure make u stress but u good in hide it. Just wanna give it a try. 

For now just this word for u aygku my heart dah lali. Anything if going to happen its all ur fault u r the one make me  become like these. 

Ops tadi ter msg im still hard to trust u. But i will still try it lol.