Still rethink bermadu ke tak

You still ignore me even as friend pun takde.No idea u want to eat by me serve or not or u want ur beloved teha to serve. 

I cook already ups to u want to take urself or not im just to hurt abt all these. 

Yes the last 7 yrs u sensara no one cook etc but still u ate something to feel full n still alive. With what I go tru was really make my life feel dead. But I just try my best to be strong n stronger. 

My sick still have no matter what I do it just the different my energy start to boost up. 

Maybe due of energy boost up now my angkle leg easily feel uncomfortable sometime pain. Let it be attack at home but not outside not easy to control it. 

Why i told all these at here I also don't know just let it out only. 

I still miss you n love you. 

From what I see really like no hope so we just wait the date n day come. And by that time im ready for it.