Hi everyone im back again, sorry for late update. Hm...ex and me still communication breakdown i guess he still ego well again im here not to find fault or what it just really hurt me when people treat me that way yes of course i know after break will be zero already. But i someone don't like that kind of attitude if u really want to throw me means i will stop msg u for all anything just call dini and umi.
I guess that the best way, don't scold me if i will treat that kind of attitude to you. Even maintenance money once u transfer to me i will ignore you. I will start all these next month onwards and i will delete ur number soon. Because again i said the way ex treat me really too hurt.
Yes i have weakness, but hey ex you also had alot of weakness too it really unfair understand. I have no idea why you never call ur daughter or even ask her out why must wait have event than u will borrow her. How long she have to wait for you even she think of hack care of her father already.
Don't be proud of ur money just pay alot of money for good tution that can make her get good grade and stress her schedule tight. That still not count for a child love, now im trying my best to be her papa and mama at the same time.
Im telling everyone about these it will never easy.
Because i will give her everything until i also don't even know she satisfied or not with all i give to my child.
I always remind her whatever I gave to her is not buy her love, but i do really love her until my last heart beat stop, I give my time and money to her. My only time for myself will be at work and when time sleep so i always tell her sorry if while im at home never give my time to her. I do need some rest and enjoy my follow up drama TV3/9 just to kill my time and got body recharge on my bed.
Well for me singlemum like me will never easy for me, because my weakness stomach problem on off and lack of confident. Why im still here, because i just follow the flow even in my heart said just want to go far2 away and heal all the hurt heart pain in me. Well too bad i don't have any billion of dollar saving for go far away hehe. I just decide to stay put and work hard for money and just wait miracle to ease all my pain in myself.
Routine everyday part of my life. (sometime i felt like pathetic)
But after so long i had to go through all these, i start adapt with it already. It just my family and my close accept it or not.
*detox morning or rest well in morning before go work.
*think of what to do at work till 10pm
*while at work think child finish homework or not
*think can she cope with it
*sometime we even whatsapps each other
*came back with child warm hug i will feel happy
*i will ask her to pass her handbook to me or she will update me.
*everyday came back home i will have to sign alot of her school letters and her school worksheet.
*every thursday i will start to think where to go on weekend with my child
I guess my time limited already.
That's all for today very long and boring blog keke.
Sorry im broken english person.
I guess that the best way, don't scold me if i will treat that kind of attitude to you. Even maintenance money once u transfer to me i will ignore you. I will start all these next month onwards and i will delete ur number soon. Because again i said the way ex treat me really too hurt.
Yes i have weakness, but hey ex you also had alot of weakness too it really unfair understand. I have no idea why you never call ur daughter or even ask her out why must wait have event than u will borrow her. How long she have to wait for you even she think of hack care of her father already.
Don't be proud of ur money just pay alot of money for good tution that can make her get good grade and stress her schedule tight. That still not count for a child love, now im trying my best to be her papa and mama at the same time.
Im telling everyone about these it will never easy.
Because i will give her everything until i also don't even know she satisfied or not with all i give to my child.
I always remind her whatever I gave to her is not buy her love, but i do really love her until my last heart beat stop, I give my time and money to her. My only time for myself will be at work and when time sleep so i always tell her sorry if while im at home never give my time to her. I do need some rest and enjoy my follow up drama TV3/9 just to kill my time and got body recharge on my bed.
Well for me singlemum like me will never easy for me, because my weakness stomach problem on off and lack of confident. Why im still here, because i just follow the flow even in my heart said just want to go far2 away and heal all the hurt heart pain in me. Well too bad i don't have any billion of dollar saving for go far away hehe. I just decide to stay put and work hard for money and just wait miracle to ease all my pain in myself.
Routine everyday part of my life. (sometime i felt like pathetic)
But after so long i had to go through all these, i start adapt with it already. It just my family and my close accept it or not.
*detox morning or rest well in morning before go work.
*think of what to do at work till 10pm
*while at work think child finish homework or not
*think can she cope with it
*sometime we even whatsapps each other
*came back with child warm hug i will feel happy
*i will ask her to pass her handbook to me or she will update me.
*everyday came back home i will have to sign alot of her school letters and her school worksheet.
*every thursday i will start to think where to go on weekend with my child
I guess my time limited already.
That's all for today very long and boring blog keke.
Sorry im broken english person.
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