Thursday, 29 August 2013

June to August always sad Y.

Hm jap lagi time to prepare apa yg patut lepas tu ku tak pasti masih nak bersalam dgn kiss forhead dia ke tak. 

Will it be appreaciate as my love touch for him? 

Nvm i just wait and see how my reaction later confirm punya something will missing, no more smile, do my face like how he do his face everyday, do like how he avoid me too. The prob is the mood to cook will ade ke tak ni. Semoga ade lah buruk juga bila wanita nak marah merajuk juga haiz. 

Tapi if ku ikut sekali merajuk bila story nak game seh. 

Adui part2 cinta ni sure aku lah rasanya mcm the world stop gitu bila dah takde cinta dari seseorg istemewa hanya untuk aku di dunia ni. 

Adui confirm makan masa nak lupa semua perit ni. Lelaki pandai hilang kan semua ni mcm satu bunyi panggilan burung tu dah boleh. Their ego really make them so strong like nobody business. 

Adui smlm gi jln raya dgn suami side topic ex dia le terbuka balik pula, mak bedah ask me that sensitive question pula. I just said not sure dgr2 aje gitu tapi anak mmg ade 2.

Mak bedah said ni belasan dia di dunia adui sedih pula ku dgr mak bedah ckp salwa gitu. Ku main shoot kdg mak kita tak tahu siapa yg salah siapa yg betul. 

In my heart and mind i felt im the one snatch salwa tunang seh. 

After i know all the truth story. 
Im just confused am i being replace or victim to be his escape place from ex suamiku. Mmg tak patut fikir gitu tapi entah lah it just auto thing sound in my heard. Im the one take over his ex place. 

While me before with him, i keep think and think am i really should with him. And suddenly I start to fall in love with him. 

Satu hari tak dgr suara suami atau dpt his msg rasa rindu gitu. I do ever try not to call him often or msg him often but it seem it can't stop. 

Among all my ex only suamiku aje seorang yg gentalman lepas jumpa antar balik. Susah tu nak cari lelaki gitu. 
Lepas tu of course when u want to be with someone must have stable job. 

The reason y this time i really want stable because once i decide who i want to be with he will be the last one for my heart in  my dunia life. 

Regarding religion part i know he can it just take time for him. Sebab his family background very good one than mine one. 

All this thing he had just nice for me. 
Im admit last time i go for handsome great shape body and tall. But this time I choose totally different from those guy. 

What i want is the person honest sincerely love me and i will love back the person more than anything. 

His bonus why i choose him he not clubbing,he not smoker and he good son. He cute and he can be handsome too when he in smart attire. He love to draw arts word while i love to see the way he focus while he draw it. 

He love to watch movie me too accept ghost story. 

He love to play game me too only different game. 

He love to play soccer, i love to see people play soccer. Plus love the smelly smell too no idea why. But too bad nowdays my mindgrine will attack if the place heaty like no wind. 

If im healthy i sure cook some fried rice or kway teow for his soccer fren team. Feel like bonding picnic gitu. No idea will i got that chance.

There's alot more I like about suamiku. 
He love children but children scared of him.
But actually bb girl sure more with him only once he start his angry attitude the bb dont want him already. 

His love touch for children too rough. Wrestlink gitu. 

Too be continue..

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