Just to tell u if u still dont want to give in abt this matter than no choice have to make the hard decision sebab makin fikirkan pun boleh jadi gila saya kat sini.
Bedek lah kalau isteri awak ni takde nafsu kan. Nafsu manja and so on.
Tapi kalau u rasa im not good for u already just let me go after ima wedding.
Yes dini will be sad remember not only dini me too plus parent too. And i know not easy to forget u pun. Because u know masa dulu you will be the last man for me once the relationship start. Because not easy to trust man already only after i know u hati buka balik kalau tak mmg dah tutup.
Our prob small but ur punish to high. Dari dulu asik u aje test2 on me.
I tak pernah test2 on u pun. It just kebetulan
I divert myself to wrong thing aje. And this what I got so sad gila.
What i can say abt u jap u sayang me jap u tak sayang me. Sometime i feel fishy too. Tapi takpe dah my marriage like these.
Today im in pain ups to u nak cuddle me or not. But the truth i really need ur pampered ur hug badly.
To tell the truth i ever think to hack ur whatsapps too tapi i not sure when it going to happen. If that happen mmg dah danger zone lah. Tak kira apa yg ade kat msg2 tu sebab i tahu my heart still can forgive u but u i dun think can forgive me sebab it ur personal that ur alasan always.
Sorry too long..
Sila fikir kan lah.
Saya dah cuba apa yg saya patut, saya nampak ur berkorban for family dari segi mencari rezeki. Tapi entah lah saya rasa mcm awak dah tak suka saya. Hint nya dari awak senang marah saya tak tentu pasal, lepas tu awak dah tak panggil saya dgn word yg sedap di dgr gitu.
Lepas tu kalau awak teguh saya pun depan org depan anak saya pun makin sedih tau. Ayg perasan tak semua tu.
Saya dah tak tahu nak ckp apa saya cuma sedih aje apa yg dah terjadi lepas tu ayg merajuk lagi mati hati saya ni, terpaksa follow the flow aje hari2.
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